A Mighty Fine View

Late yesterday afternoon—or maybe early evening, depending on just where the day slides from one into the other—I delivered a small pickup load of high quality, fully composted horse manure to an appreciative homeowner in Wathena. As soon as I pulled into the driveway at the top of the hill and saw the view off to the east, I realized exactly where I was.

I’d looked at the place from two or three miles away dozens of times. And just about every time, I thought, “Man, I’d love to have a place like that!”

The place sits on top of the western bluffs of the Missouri River Valley a few miles from Saint Joseph. There’s a cut in the timber that sets the house and garage into plain view if you happen to scan along the ridge when you’re driving in that direction. But it’s the view from the place that makes it spectacular.

Thanks to the whims of water and eons of natural history, Kansas sticks its nose way over into Missouri right about here. That gives this particular spot a somewhat unusual panoramic view. Looking toward the east, you can survey miles of the flat plain of the river’s geological history and the human-altered parts as well: eastern Wathena, Rosecrans Airport, Elwood. Beyond the bight of the river, you can see Saint Joseph, pretty much all the way from the southern industrial section, right along the old architecture of mid-town, and on up north until the city disappears into the Loess Hills. And beyond. The sunrises must be spectacular!

I didn’t have to speculate about the sunsets. By the time I’d finished shoveling out the compost, the western sky was starting to fire preliminary colors through the clouds. I paused for a couple of moments, resting on the spade’s long handle, studying the light orange glow and the fiercely bright lining at the edges of the clouds.

I’m pretty sure the odds that Randa and I will ever live in a place like this are right near zero but at least when I drive my grandkids across US-36, I can point out the place and say, “You see that house way up there in the clearing at the top of the ridge? Well… I shoveled horse poop up there one time.”

Doesn’t sound all that impressive? Ehh… that’s okay.

One day, I’m gonna live in a place that would put that one to shame. Oh, it won’t be my own mansion and I’m not sure what all I’ll be doing there, and it’s a pretty crude way to say it, [you’ve been warned!] but I’d rather sleep in a closet and shovel horseshit in heaven than be the richest man in hell.

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A Different Light

I described in yesterday’s ditty two pieces of driftwood I’d found several years ago by a mountain stream in Colorado. I decided to make something out of the driftwood. You know, something purty to look at and maybe even semi-useful.

I decided to use a couple of short sections of dowel rod and fasten the bent branch piece to the flat board piece. Figured it could be used as a place to hang a couple of caps or maybe a towel rack in a rustic bathroom or something.

Before fastening the two main pieces together, I thought it would enhance the appearance of the project if I put a coat of shine on everything.

I started with a thin coat on the bent branch part of my project, using the dowels to hold and rotate the piece. If you’ve ever tried putting finish on driftwood, you know how quickly those first three or eight coats soak in. Spray on a coat, watch it disappear. Spray on another coat, watch it disappear. Eventually, given sufficient patience and an adequate supply of lacquer, the whole thing starts to get shiny. Eventually…

But there’s something else that happens along with the shine; you’ll start to see colors, patterns, details that you didn’t see before. I knew the flat plank piece had some small bits of faded blue paint. As the lacquer began to seal the surface, those bits “popped” into view as a deeper, more brilliant blue. And there was more of it than I realized before.

In addition to the revelation about the paint, it became easier to perceive multiple variations of natural wood color in both pieces: streaks and seams and little pocks and bumps. They were there all along but now much easier to see. According to a quick search on the internet, the reason things look different when wet—or when coated with lacquer—is because the water or finish catches the light and reflects it multiple times, causing the material to look darker and revealing more details.

It reminded me of how many times I’ve been reading a verse or section of scripture and been gifted with some new insight or perception. Even though I’d read it a dozen times before, something new popped out. It’s like the Spirit tilts it to a different angle or shines a different light on things or something. Or, the more the Light is reflected to what we’re examining, the clearer things become.

Whatever it is, it is always intended for the seeing, not just the shine.

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The Applause of Nature

Let the rivers clap their hands, 
let the mountains sing together for joy;
(Psalm 98:8, NIV)


While helping Randa sort out some of the accumulation in her work room upstairs, we uncovered a couple of small pieces of driftwood. One was a short piece of plank with an angled cut on one end and faint traces of blue paint. Maybe part of an old sign? The other was just a bent branch, about fifteen inches long and a couple of inches thick. Both were smoothed and faded in typical driftwood fashion. At the time, I had no idea where they’d come from but readily admitted that I was most likely responsible for their inexplicable presence in Randa’s work room.

I carried them out to the garage the next day. Something about handling them somehow triggered memory. I realized I’d picked them up during a mountain stream diversion a few years ago.

In early summer, I took an intentional detour off I-70 an hour or so west of Denver. After rounding a curve and seeing a parking area near the creek, I pulled off the road onto a gravel shoulder. As soon as I stepped out of the car, I could hear the murmuring of a mountain stream as it tumbled over the stones and around the boulders that formed its boundaries. The murmuring grew and changed as I got closer to the stream. After picking up a few souvenirs along the water’s edge, I decided to sit for a while on a large rock jutting into the water’s flow.

For as long as I can remember, I have been fascinated by the sight and sound of water.

That was true even for the small creeks in my home terrain of West Kentucky. It was true for the Falls of the Cumberland River in eastern Kentucky. It was true for the Appalachian mountain streams of east Tennessee and western North Carolina. Whether the slight tremors and trembles of tiny streams or the powerful pulsating rumbles of Niagara and the compelling cascades of Oregon’s Columbia River tributaries, I am entering my eighth decade now of mesmerized appreciation for the acoustic and visual phenomena of moving water.

How marvelous that the warrior poet translated those sounds into applause for the Maker! The murmuring of small streams and the roar of the surf against the rugged stones of California, Oregon, and Washington’s coastlines all become part of the earth’s ovation in celebration of God’s salvation!

How wonderful will be that day when all of us join that applause!
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The Needs of Others

Suppose a brother or a sister is without clothes and daily food. If one of you says to them, “Go in peace; keep warm and well fed,” but does nothing about their physical needs, what good is it?   James 2:15-16, NIV)

On the coldest morning in a month—
though it had been a rather mild month—
I headed down the hill in a single digit wind chill
to feed the horses.

As soon as the porch door swung shut behind me,
the geldings—at the far end of the paddock—
jerked up their heads and headed towards
the round pen.

I emptied Earl’s ration of pellets and ground alfalfa
into the small feeder fastened to the wall of the open stall
and Jazz’s into the one screwed onto the galvanized rail
next to the gate.

Done with that, I looked down the hill
at the low mound of what was left of the big round bale
of mostly brome (and a bit of orchard grass)
tangled under the feed net.

Figuring to make it easier for them to finish up
what was left from three weeks of feeding,
I decided to walk down through the paddock
and take off the woven web of nylon.

I expected another day or two of decent hay
would be laying under the net on the ground.
But… what I found was nothing but a single armful
of matted, molded hay.

By the time I finished clearing the net of its catching strands,
my hands were numb and my fingers stinging
inside the thin gloves that were meant
for warmer days.

In mid-afternoon, with thicker gloves and flannel-lined pants,
Randa and I took our chances in the cold,
unloaded a new bale and rolled it into place,
trimmed off the thin rotted rind.

After taking time to stretch the feed net over and around,
we tilted the heavy, black, round bale feeder up and over
and worked it into place, then fastened a small tarp
to help keep off the snow and rain.

With just a tinge of pain settling into our fingers,
we drove truck and trailer and tractor out of the paddock.
From the warmth of the house, we watched the boys
with fresh bits of hay in their mouths.

From a distance that morning, I had assumed that there was still hay.
But I had found, as we often may,
that all it takes to better know the needs of others
is a bit of time and a closer look.

And then, more than the knowing,
and sometimes even more than prayers,
it is the showing that we care
that matters most.
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Red Dawn

A beautiful red dawning
Greeted us this morning,
A flame on the eastern horizon
Silhouetting dark branches on the fence row,
A glow of hope and promise
Emerging from a distant horizon
Like the scroll of an ancient prophet,
Announcing the blessing of the Lord
To all those who seek him
With a humble heart and a contrite spirit.
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A River of Prayer

Among many things for which I’m grateful, a deliberately acquired capacity for appreciating modes of worship different from what I grew up with ranks among the most valued. One event in particular from over thirty years ago is one of the most memorable.

It was a very different experience for me, quite unlike any corporate worship event I’d known before. In an urban sanctuary in Kansas City, a group of a few hundred had gathered for Lord’s Day services. After a period of singing, time was devoted to prayer. There was no one leading prayer, but it seemed that all were praying. Each person was praying out loud but in a low voice.

The prayers continued for several minutes. Gratefully, I didn’t check my watch, but it seemed to go on for fifteen or maybe twenty minutes. My wife, having experienced this beforehand had described it to me like the sound of a waterfall or of a mountain river. I couldn’t comprehend that… until that morning and my own encounter.

As I listened, I could sense a rhythm in the praying, an ebbing and flowing as it were. Slight increases and decreases in both the volume and pace of the praying. At first, I was a bit taken aback; it seemed so strange to me. But then, as I quieted my own spirit, I began to embrace it. It was like something living, as if the prayers had taken on some sort of surreal expression.

Maybe the smell of incense has a parallel in the sound of prayer like waters. May our prayers always be a pleasing aroma and a pleasing sound to our heavenly Father.

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The Bright Side of Dark Stuff

What glorious weather the past couple of days! What a wonderful way to begin the second month of the year! Temps actually in the sixties, mostly sunny skies, light wind. I thought about taking a motorcycle ride, going for a hike, taking a slow drive through some pretty country. Yep, I thought about those things.

Mostly, though, I worked in the garage on a big cabinet making project. But finally, I just had to take a break and spend some time outdoors. Just couldn’t stand not getting out in such lovely conditions. All that wonderful sunshine and warm air, just had to get out there and enjoy myself!

So, I did.

On my tractor.

And, in just about an hour, my little Kubota and I had pretty well smoothed out most of the hoof-pocked lot and semi-cleared the horses’ lounging area. I think they might even be able to find a muck-free place to lie down. At least, a) until it rains and b) until they have once again spread their own particular version of recycled hay across the paddock. Ah, well, I guess I could just think of it as job security.

Aside from the simple pleasure of working outside in really nice weather after a month of dismal and sometimes bitter conditions, there was the satisfaction of seeing improvement. Even if it is temporary, it was rewarding to see the change and to know that at least for a little while, I’d made things better for the horses.

Sure, it can get rather frustrating to keep cleaning up the paddock and then seeing them immediately get back to messing it up. But, after all, they are horses and while horses can be trained to do a number of rather amazing things, cleaning up after themselves rarely makes that list. So, I can either a) cheerfully accept that they are horses and regularly participate in the joyful duties of equestrian management or b) make myself rather miserable and resentful and regularly participate in the joyless duties of equestrian management.

For the time being, at least, I’m choosing to focus on the fact that before too long, I’m going to have some mighty fine organic compost for sale. Tons of it. (See there? Even cleaning up manure has its bright side.)

On the whole, most of us pretty much live in the same world and share similar situations and opportunities. Sometimes the weather is wonderful and sometimes not so much. Sometimes life seems relatively easy and sometimes not so much. Sometimes pleasure and sometimes pain. The main thing that seems to vary is the attitude we choose to carry through these experiences.

Right now, I’m trying to be the most cheerful poop scooper in Doniphan County. A man’s gotta have goals, right?

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Hand Made

I cannot remember when I did not enjoy working with my hands. Wait a minute… actually I can remember several occasions when I did not enjoy working with my hands: suckering tobacco, shoveling fresh manure off the floor of the milk shed, cleaning out a grease pit behind Hansford Doron’s house in Browns Grove, etc, et al, ad infinitum… But setting aside such exceptions, I can say with clear conscience and accurate recollection that I have found special pleasure in working with my hands for as back as I can remember.

Playing with building blocks and Lincoln Logs, tinkering around with the leftovers from my oldest brother’s erector set, stacking up boards and pieces of posts out by the garage. My brother Paul and I spent hours building tunnels and forts with bales of alfalfa up in the big hay loft of the stock barn on our farm in Todd County. I think I was all of seven years old the first time I “helped” put up Sheetrock. Those short, sturdy nails were perfect for a kid’s hammering. The paper coated face of the drywall sheets—uhm, not so much.

As I got older, Dad showed me how to extend my building skills a bit, especially with pouring concrete, rough framing, and roofing. When I was sixteen, he arranged for my first professional house-painting jobs: doing two rental houses for my cousin LaVira Mitchell in Paducah. Some experiences were more formal.

Classes I took as part of my Industrial Education curriculum at Murray State University extended my experience to include welding, sheet metal work, machining, woodworking, furniture design and construction, basic electronics, lathe turning, leather work, shaping thermoplastics, fiberglass, working with various crafts materials, and other related skills. The classes most beneficial to my cabinet making, carpentry, and general construction were the drafting classes; that’s where I learned basic layout and measurement.

Through the years, I added a nighttime vocational course or two in electrical work taught by my high school biology teacher and guitar instructor, Richard Adams. Mostly by reluctant experience and urgent need, I learned to do basic plumbing. I eventually acquainted myself with masonry work using brick, block, and natural stone.

My skill level at these various efforts has varied from barely functional to fairly accomplished. My first efforts with drywall finishing were absolutely embarrassing and disappointing. Eventually, though, I got to where I could do a passable job of it.

Many of my projects and associated learning experiences were motivated by the intersection of strong desire and very limited funding. The plumbing and electrical efforts have saved us thousands of dollars over the years. For that matter, all of them have made it possible for us to make dramatic improvements in the houses we lived in. Things that we could never have afforded to hire others to do we did ourselves.

One thing that has remained constant over these decades is the satisfaction of having made something, of having shaped materials into something new, something improved, something that did not exist before. Whether a simple wooden toy, an entire set of kitchen cabinets, a new room built onto a house, or a small jewelry box for a grandchild, I find a deep satisfaction in both process and product. I believe that this creative impulse, this desire to make things and to make things better, is set into the core sense and structure of human nature. It is part and parcel of who we are. A strong stamp set into our substance by the One Who Made Us.

Though I cannot fathom the depth of satisfaction, the extent of accomplishment, or the magnitude of effort and engineering that he would have experienced, I think I have at least a faint glimmering of what our Creator felt at the conclusion of the sixth day, “Then God looked over all he had made, and he saw that it was very good!” (Genesis 1:31)

I am quite sure I understand the beauty of what he did on the seventh day!

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Clear Skies and Fresh Coffee

My friend, Tom Hale, has often pointed out how darkness helps us perceive the light and how hard times make the good times seem so much better. Of course, he’s right, as he often is. Flowers seem so much brighter above the mud and the dreary brownness of winter makes the green glow of spring seem even more wonderful.

Pain and pleasure provide their measures of our lives as do joy and sorrow. Peaks and valleys, smooth and rough, easy and tough. An ancient tentmaker advised that we give thanks in every situation because, after all, “this is God’s will for you.” (I Thessalonians 5:18)

Admittedly, there are times when giving thanks seems to come mighty naturally. Getting a much-desired job, the birth of a healthy baby, a good medical report, an unexpected visit from an old friend. You know, such as that. Other times, it can seem right forced and maybe a bit insincere. Car breaks down, electricity goes off during a really cold spell, water pipes break, dark spot shows up on a scan. I reckon that’s where faith and obedience come in.

“Okay, God, I sure don’t know what the good is in this… thanks, anyway. I guess…”

Sometimes, we can find the good in pretty short order. Stranger stops and helps us out and we end up with a new friend. Neighbors offer us a warm room to sleep in and the break in the water pipe causes us to spot a structural issue that would become a lot worse if it went on another six months before we found it. Or maybe we find we do have cancer and the love of a hundred friends becomes more visible than it has ever been.

Maybe we never see the blessing in the storm because it had to do with something deeper, the forming of some needed change hidden way down within us. Maybe it was about the opportunity we had to do good rather than be the recepient.

Our habit of gratitude should never be dependent upon our ability to perceive our own benefit. “Lord, thank you for the day you have made. I will rejoice and be glad in it whether I see the gain or not. I know that you are at work in all things for my good. Thanks for thinking of me. And, by the way, thank you for coffee. What a great way to start my day!”

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I Have Seen Love

  "Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them." (I John 4:16)


I have seen love limping home
in the long shadows of a day
gone by too hard and too slow
and barely any strength left to show.

I have seen love holding hard
to its chores in swollen knuckles
and aching fingers stiff and sore from their work
yet with no thought of giving up.

I have seen love etched in eyes
keeping watch through long nights
so that others could sleep
and keep their promises on the morrow.

I have seen love lift the heavy weight of sorrow,
leaning in with tender hands
wrapped around shoulders heaving with grief,
or else gently cupped to tear-tracked faces.

I have seen love in rough hands
folded in prayer, giving thanks
and blessing simple food
earned in sweat and blood among the thorns.

I have seen love dancing in callused fingers
fretting steel strings on old guitars,
bowed against the face of a fiddle,
thumping joy note by note from an old string bass.

I have seen love glide like grace itself
in the sliding steps of a fine old waltz,
or else stomping out a jig or an old reel
on worn planks polished by the feel of leather soles.

I have seen love laughing loud
in young parents lifting proud a newborn baby,
or middle-aged lovers just met again,
or old friends who maybe can’t even remember when.

I have seen love a thousand ways
in a thousand places,
and yet every time I see it,
I still glimpse the face of God.

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