Thriving on the Dung Pile

It seems hard to imagine already but our spring was actually pretty darn dry, at least from a truncated historical perspective. April usually brings some light showers and May normally dumps a bunch of heavy downpours during thunderstorms. It’s typically our wettest month of the year in terms of measurable precipitation.

Not so this year; remarkably little rain. Until we got to June and July… Boy Howdy, what a change those months brought! I’d reckon we had mighty close to record rainfalls in both of those months. That rainy spell has continued even into August.

Back during the dry part, we had a big pile of “compost” in the southwest corner of our tiny paddock. After one of the very few rains we had in May, a few weeds sprouted on top of the pile. They quickly grew up over two feet high.

About that time, I used the tractor and its front loader to move the pile into the composting bin we dug into the ground up closer to the little barn. When I dumped one of the loads, a couple of those weeds tumbled out of the bucket on top of the pile.

As they fell, the loose “soil” clumped around their roots fell away. I was amazed at how big the root wads were on those weeds! A mass of tiny white shoots clustered at the base of the weed stalk, spreading out close to a fifteen-inch diameter!

As I thought about it, it made sense. Perched on top of the “compost” pile in a dry season, there was very little moisture available. And so, the plant had grown what looked like a steroid-fueled root system, sending out hundreds of little water-and-nutrient retrievers. Thanks to that adaptation, the weeds had flourished, even in that dry spell.

I guess we all go through “dry spells,” don’t we? Times when friends seem too busy to bother, when even family members get preoccupied with their own crises or maybe just smothered by the humdrum? Those who are able to thrive, even in the dry times, have learned to “grow their roots.” Rather than relying on just one or two sources, they create multiple avenues and opportunities for the things that sustain them. Additional activities that they find rewarding, making time for themselves and deliberately finding the solitude—or company—that renews them.

Some people take walks, others read scripture. Some do both. Some pray on those walks; others soak in the refreshing grace of the created world. Some do both.

Even though we might sometimes feel like a lonely weed surrounded by horse poop, our Maker always offers all that we need. By His Spirit, through His Word, in His Son—and by other ministering spirits and servants. He is at work in all things for our good.

Let us never forget: our God can take the “crap of our lives” and turn it into humus. But it does take time. And grace. And a willingness to embrace whatever God allows into our lives.

Roses and tomatoes, lilies and potatoes, grow more beautiful and more fruitful when instead of rejecting what seems unpleasant, use it to make themselves more productive. To thrive in acceptance rather than wallow in resentment.

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A Mid-Summer’s Memory

The long, slender shoots of Surprise Lilies
rise up from roots hidden beneath the earth.
A sudden birth of stems
that seem to sprout up full-grown.
Standing two feet tall in two days’ growth,
smooth tubes that spread tender trumpets of color
in two more days.

I love the way they appear from bare dirt
in the planter or from sod along the roadside
or in the lawn of an abandoned house.
Springing up from hidden bulbs
after the spring growth has died and faded:
a thick cluster of low blades thriving for a while
and then passing on in plain green barrenness.

And yet…
erupting in glorious pastels
in the hottest part of summer.

They were blooming in July of 2009
when my wife and I
were building my father’s casket
in the garage.
Each day we walked past their beauty
in our sad but willing duty
of honoring him with wood and satin,
a small shrine to ninety-five years of life.

Each year now
when the heat and glare of summer sun
coax out the sudden emergence of Surprise Lilies,
I think of him and his being laid to rest
in an oak box lined with smooth fabric,
his head pillowed for sleep in the keeping
of another Carpenter’s own holy hands.

Resting from his life of labors,
of dark dairy mornings,
of building houses, barns, and churches,
of working dirt from the time he was a kid,
raising hay, tobacco, and children,
seventy-six years of preaching,
and nearly that many of marriage.

An end of many days made to seem only a few,
like the sudden blooming of plants
that appear and disappear like sighs on a summer evening,
like August dew in the shrinking shade of an old spruce tree.
H. Arnett
8/11/25

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Of Mud and Thunder

Thunder grumbles from beyond the bluffs,
making me wonder whether this is really the best time
to be working on this small diversion ditch
where the switchback catches silt and soil
scoured from the upper end of the horse lot
by an uncommon rash of rains in June and July.

I am moving small clumps of crabgrass
and stashing them into the soft dirt
that I have moved to fill in a low spot
by the corner fencepost that keeps leaning inward
because of the five strands of high tensile wire
pulled taut around the perimeter of the paddock.

I set the shoots down against fresh-turned earth,
drain water from a five-gallon drywall bucket
to nurse the delicate roots of plants pried from sand
in the round pen just minutes ago.

Taking this grass I usually despise
from where it is not wanted
and putting it into a place where it is needed.

In a world of mud and thunder,
it is good to have something
to hold firm what lies underneath our feet,
lest the blessing of rain
wash away too much of all that is so sorely needed:
the dirt that feeds us and the animals we keep.

We need roots deeper than grass
and a firm grasp into something more solid than sand.


H. Arnett

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Beauty from Scars

Some of the most beautiful wood in the world is found in what is called “burled” grain. Intricate patterns and endless variations in color occur in these sections. Curls and swirls turn and twirl in the wood, creating flecks and checks that provide fascinating visual and textural effects. These beautiful pieces are actually “scars” in the tree.

The burl is formed after some damage occurs to the trunk. Most often, a branch is broken off or dies and falls off later. Burls can also form around a foreign object embedded in the tree or around a lightning scar. The damage can open the tree up to disease and rotting but if the tree heals, it forms a burl. The new wood grows in a manner unlike anywhere else in the tree. On standing timber, the burl looks like a bump or wart on the side of the trunk. But when the bark is peeled off and the wood worked into furniture stock or an art project, its beauty emerges. Beauty to the extent that burl grain may be worth twenty times the value of common lumber worked from the same tree. It is so valuable it is usually reserved for only the most exquisite furniture–or accent trim in expensive automobiles.

Some of our most beautiful and precious qualities are formed by our wounds, our trials, our losses. True, those things can damage and distort us. But, if through faith and grace we recover and heal, traits of character such as patience, empathy, insight, endurance, compassion, and humility are formed deep within us.

It is through adversity and suffering that our most God-like qualities are shaped.

H. Arnett

2/25/01

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Heavy Construction

Highway 62 between Cynthiana and Georgetown, Kentucky is a definitional section of twisting backroad. In the seven or eight mile stretch west of Leestown, it dips and bucks, cuts and cups, switches and sways like a bag of crippled rattlesnakes. It’s not a fun drive.

But, since 1999, construction of a new road has proceeded by fits and starts. It’s not an easy section of roadbuilding. On the bucks, workers have to drill a series of cores through as much as thirty feet of solid limestone, then blast it into moveable chunks. The chunks are hauled to the dips, filling them in to level the roadway. It’s slow, but by eliminating the up and down and the side-to-side slithering of the old road, the new route will cut both distance and time for drivers.

There’s another road under construction just north of Georgetown off Route 25. Developers of a new subdivision cut it in just a few days. One reason is it’s a lot shorter. But the bigger reason is that there’s no leveling. All they’ve done there is cut through the top fifteen inches of so of dirt, following the lay of the land. It’s a lot easier to build a road that way. But it’s not easier for the years to come. It’s more prone to buckling, potholes and cracking and cannot support heavy traffic use.

Sometimes, people come to Christ, wanting only the top layers of obvious sin and sinful practice stripped away. The wild parties, drug use, heavy drinking, fornication, etc. It’s always good to get rid of sin but scraping through the top layers of dirt doesn’t prepare us for the life of holiness. For that, Jesus has to bore into the foundations of our heart and blast loose the foundations of sin:  habits of thought, secret desires, lusts and negative emotions like jealousy, envy, rage, bitterness, unforgiveness, etc. It’s not as quick or as easy as the other route.

But it does level our path for the years to come and provides us with a foundation for a life that won’t sway and buck with the changes of weather.

H. Arnett

2/16/01

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Old Roofs, Old Men… and Younger Ones

An old barn roof with a few leaks and a sixteen-year-old grandson… Now there, my friends, is a perfect combination. Well, at least with this grandson, it is.

My oldest son and his family just moved from Alaska to Colorado. Our place here is conveniently located exactly halfway to Murray, Kentucky. My son’s mother and three of his siblings live there and they wanted a reunion. So, my oldest and his wife accepted my invitation for them to stop overnight here on their way over to Murray and then again on their way back.

Since I really could use the help on replacing the roof on our little barn and horse shed, I asked if their oldest-still-at-home two boys could stay and help. Peter couldn’t but Johnny could.

So he did.

Yesterday, we spent the morning stripping off the old shingles on one section. It’s hard work, especially with “modern” shingles. Self-sealing shingles were introduced the year I was born but were not commonly used until quite a bit later than that. Strips of sticky stuff, much like tar, melt slightly in hot weather and bond to the bottom of the shingles. These were really well bonded! But, thanks to the help and our mutual determination and persistence, we got ‘er done. Well, at least that section.

Last night, after sunset, we started putting on the new shingles. While we worked, I told Johnny, “You’re the same age your dad was when he helped me put new shingles on our house at Gower.” I’m sure he was quite struck with that sort of generational connection. I know I was.

Watching him work, seeing how quickly he figured things out, how well he listened and immediately applied the learning, and listening to his thoughts during our break conversations, I gained a much greater appreciation for his attitude and intelligence. Family traits, of course… wink, wink.

We set up a work light and stayed at it until ten o’clock. (Apologies to any neighbors whose late evenings were punctuated with the sounds of my compressor and nail gun.) We didn’t finish putting new shingles on that section but we gained ground for sure. With thunderstorms in today’s forecast, all gains matter.

But the one that mattered most to me was gaining this new experience with another grandson. This adds more to a rich legacy of working with Johnny’s papa and his uncles, and his brother, Josh, who helped me build another shed nearly three years ago. It is how the Arnett men and boys have bonded together for multiple generations. And many other folks as well, I reckon.

Carrying on traditions of work and perseverance, faith and fellowship. Sweat of the brow, work of the hands, beliefs that matter. Stuff that matters, stuff that lasts, as Guy Clark sang.

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Have Bullet, Will Travel

Somewhere south of Humansville and north of Springfield, on a day of intermittent rain and sultry heat, I saw him walking on the shoulder of Missouri Route 13. I pulled over and stopped about fifty feet behind him. My guess is that the sound of tires on gravel alerted him and he turned, then walked back toward me.

Lean and long-haired, wearing a denim vest over a long-sleeved shirt, he looked like something out of a Coen Brothers film with a possible edge of Quentin Tarantino: weathered face, snug-fitting jeans, and a plethora of sewn-on biker patches, and a baseball cap. He stepped over toward the car and I lowered the window.

“You headed to Springfield?” I offered.

“Naw, not that far. Just up the road here a bit.”

That seemed pretty non-definitive but I reckoned it didn’t matter. His eyes seemed kind and his manner very non-threatening and so I invited him in. We headed back onto the highway and I asked him his name. That’s usually about the most mundane part of my banter with hitchhikers, though technically, he was hitching, just hiking. His response was probably the least mundane I’ve ever heard.

“Well, folks call me, ‘Bullet,’ on account of I got shot in the head when I was in the fifth grade.” I have to admit, of all the names and nicknames I’ve heard over the years, “Bullet” pretty much tops the list.

According to Bullet, a friend accidentally shot him in the head when he was twelve years old. “They had to remove part of my skull and they replaced it with an experimental plastic.” That certainly sounds more interesting than most of the experiments we did in my high school chemistry class.

I was looking forward to hearing more about the incident and any other related stories but Bullet wasn’t kidding about not having far to go. I don’t think we’d gone more than two or three miles when he said, “This is where I’m headed, right up there,” and pointed to an Amish trading post. That’s gotta be another story right there but it’ll have to wait.

Bullet got out, thanked me again for the ride, and I headed on south. He didn’t seem much like one of those angels we might entertain unawares, but he certainly made my day more interesting. Hopefully, I made his a tad easier. Pretty sure I got more than I gave and that’s how kindness usually works, I reckon.

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Getting Older… and Better

I recently did an obstacle challenge run in southern Missouri. During the four-mile trek through muddy conditions and facing several obstacles that I could not successfully complete, I began to feel sorry for myself, thinking, “Man, I wish I was 60 again!”

Being consistently engaged in a more extensive and intensive training regimen at that time, I was in excellent condition. But absent that self-discipline, there were obstacles I’d completed back then that I could barely even attempt eleven years later.

As I ruminated on the aging process and my own declining strength, I admitted that some loss of strength and ability is inevitable for most people as they reach their older years. Especially without a determined exercise program.

But then I thought while traipsing up yet another muddy hill, “You know, it’s not like that at all with our spirit!”

If we are truly seeking and following closely to stay in step with the Spirit, continually feeding on the Word, and practicing spiritual discipline, we actually get better with each passing year. We cultivate greater grace toward others, choose to forgive in situations when we previously would not have, and exhibit more kindness and compassion toward others. We grow in faith and hope and love. We bear the fruit that the spirit desires in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. 

Although we may find the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak, there is absolutely no good reason to not expect greater spiritual strength and more maturity in Christ each passing year. Let us take comfort in this and make every effort to run the race set before us and to finish the course.

Why have such optimistic determination? Because, well, for one thing… “Greater is the Spirit that is in us than the spirit that is in the world.”

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Halfway There

Seven years ago, I was exercising quite regularly: elliptical training, using weight resistance machines, jogging/running, riding my bike thirty or forty miles. And doing mud runs, also called “obstacle challenge races.” Basically, slogging through mud, crawling under barbed wire, climbing over wooden walls and such.

I haven’t done any significant training in several years but I still like to do the mud runs. Like “Conquer the Gauntlet.” CTG has always been a challenging four-mile obstacle run but it has morphed into something more like “American Ninja Warrior” with a cross-country run thrown in for good measure. My participation in the most recent one near Springfield, Missouri two days ago was a bit humiliating. Just a bit.

Tough obstacles I could barely do eight years ago were impossible Saturday; I simply don’t have the necessary upper body strength. Gaining weight while losing muscle mass is pretty much the opposite of what I needed to do. In addition to that frustration, CTG has added new obstacles that only elite athletes can complete. I watched several hard-cut body builders and weightlifters fall off early while attempting them. Made me feel slightly better as I walked around the hanging rings and slippery chains.

“Well,” I consoled myself, “at least I can complete a four-miles of muddy, hilly terrain… I think.”

From looking at the course map earlier, I knew at a certain point that I had to have completed the first mile, but I missed seeing the marker. My legs were already sore and my right knee was starting to hurt. (Remember that lack of training thing I mentioned earlier? Yep…) I was getting a bit discouraged. “Man! I’ve lost so much strength! I am SO out of shape!”

But, I kept walking, trying to focus on the obstacles I had already completed and hoping I’d be able to finish most of the ones that were left. But, most especially, focusing on completing the four-mile trudge through the mud and up and down these Ozark foothills.

“Surely I’ve gone at least a mile-and-a-half,” I hoped as I rounded another bend in the trail and came up to the next obstacle—a balance challenge—walking along the wet, muddy edge of a group of 2×6’s connected at right angles across the wet grass. I couldn’t have done that without slipping off when I was eighteen!

But, I saw a marker. The most encouraging marker I’d seen all day. In fact, it’s been quite a while since I’ve seen any sort of marker that so quickly lifted my spirits and gave me such encouragement. A small white sign setting right on the ground with a big ole Numeral Deuce painted on it.

“Two miles! Holy cow, I’m halfway there!” I exulted. “All right! We’ve got this, baby! Woohoo!”

Even with two more miles of mud and gravel and uphill slopes and gravel and grit, I knew I could do it. I would surely be sore and tired and a bit more humiliated by the things I couldn’t do but knowing I was half-through—yeah, that got me pumped.

There are lots of things that we can’t tell if we’ve made it halfway or not. Raising kids, training horses, building a church family, forging a strong marriage relationship… No “Halfway There!” markers for those things. Even when we know we’re halfway through a year—especially a teacher’s school year—we don’t know that we’ve already accomplished half of the work or experienced half of the challenges.

But, maybe, if we look back and take a moment to truly appreciate what we have already accomplished; if we think about the things that we’re already endured and overcome; if we reflect with genuine gratitude on the grace we’ve already experienced and remember the Divine promises; then surely we can be encouraged and take heart that we’ve made progress and that all of that effort will one day be rewarded.

If we do not give up.

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Picking Strawberries on the First Wednesday in June

An unusually cool May has given us a longer spring than usual
here in the northeast tip of Kansas.
It wasn’t until the last week of the month
that we got the rains that usually transition from April into summer.

And then the storms came:
over six inches in seven days,
washing away even more of the topsoil in the paddock,
exposing maple roots and leaving long, jagged, chutes
that tailed across the hard-hoofed trampling of the horses
held in through winter’s long dormancy,
keeping the tiny pastures protected
by sending fragile dirt down toward the ditch from the horse pen
to keep grass in the other lots ready for spring’s renewing green.

But the strawberries came on heavy and thick,
four times the yield from last year,
though a bit tart from the cool temps—
but I reckon that’s why God gave us sugar.

With two quarts fresh in the fridge
And a dozen pints of jam on the shelf
And more berries flush on the vines,
I invited the neighbors across the creek
To come over and pick.

Just before dusk,
Matt and his nephew showed up,
parked the truck in the shadows below
the massive cottonwood by the round pen.

I went out to help for a bit,
Matt picking with strong hands and thick fingers,
his plastic ice cream bucket already nearly half-full.

Beckett said, “I’ve been eating four for each one I put in my bucket,”
and I remembered a similar ratio from when I was seven
in the garden set just east of our old house in Todd County, Kentucky,
my young back aching and Mom’s bucket full long before mine
and not a hint of red on her lips.
The quickly aching back is something that hasn’t changed
in over sixty years.

I stand and stretch and talk to Matt
about the particular color of ripe berries,
his baby daughter, and training horses.

In a few minutes, I offer a handful of dark red berries to Beckett,
“Is it okay if I put these in your bucket?”
He grins and nods and I drop them in.
His body seems frail and thin
Next to two grown men but like his women kin,
he’s tougher than he looks.
Matt looks exactly like the kind of man who cuts wood
And breaks horses—tough and weathered like hedge wood.

We finish picking, Matt’s bucket mounded up over the top
and Beckett’s almost full.
We stand beneath the birches for a while, talking,
and I show Beckett a piece of paper-thin bark.
He takes it, rubs it between a thumb and finger.

We linger a little longer,
sharing the wonders of the world
in the closing gray of thickening clouds,
rubbing red-stained fingers across our jeans,
grateful for this season and the sharing,
and the tart sweetness
that fringes much of what we cherish in this world.


H. Arnett
6/5/2025
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