The Best of the First

For some reason during a mini-bout of insomnia deep in the night, I found myself thinking about Cain and Abel. Sibling rivalry thing sure got out of hand there!

I’ve heard some speculation over the years about why it was that God was pleased with Abel’s sacrifice but not with Cain’s. The most common one being “Abel offered a meat sacrifice and Cain brought veggies.” I could certainly see that going south as the main entrée at a summer picnic back where I grew up, but I don’t think that’s it.

Like a few other things, it seems there’s no explicit explanation in the scriptures, although the writer of Hebrews (11:4) states that “by faith, Abel offered a more acceptable sacrifice.”

Does offering meat require more faith than offering plants? Is that it? No, I don’t think so…

“Now Abel kept flocks, and Cain worked the soil. In the course of time Cain brought some of the fruits of the soil as an offering to the Lord. And Abel also brought an offering—fat portions from some of the firstborn of his flock. The Lord looked with favor on Abel and his offering, but on Cain and his offering he did not look with favor. So Cain was very angry, and his face was downcast.” (Genesis 4:2-5)

I think the key difference is not in the substance of meat vs. plant but rather in the nature itself of what is sacrificed. Both brought an offering from their own labors. Remember the faith angle? There’s a clue there. Might be subtle but it’s there. Cain brought “some of the fruits” but Abel brought the choicest portions of the firstborn.

Abel sacrificed the very best of the very first that he had. Not “some” of what was left after he was sure that he had plenty for himself.

God was not insulted because Cain offered the fruits of the field. He was not angry because Cain did not shed blood in order to sacrifice to him. God was pleased because Abel came before him and said, in essence, “Lord, even if you give me nothing else, even if the rest of my flock bring forth nothing but weak or even stillborn lambs, you have already blessed me and I trust in your care. You deserve the best of the first because all that I have and all that I will have come from you. I know that you will provide what is sufficient for me.”

Giving God the best of the first and trusting him to always provide for us, that’s pretty cool stuff. Something worth thinking about in the middle of a restless night, for sure.

H. Arnett

6/1/2022

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Gettin’ Old Ain’t Fer Sissies

Today, for the first time in seventeen months, I am able to walk without significant lumbar pain. A few months of prayer and about thirty minutes on the physician's table yesterday getting Epidural Steroid Injections on both the port and starboard side of L5-L6 lumbar vertebrae appears to have made a near miraculous difference. So today I'm giving thanks to all parties involved and glory to the Great Physician. Sometimes the greatest miracles of answered prayer are the humility to submit and the determination to persist.

Throughout most of the early months of this year, there were days that I could not stand or stoop, bend or bow, lurch or lift, twist or turn, sit or lie down, without moving the pain level toward one of those really frowny faces. It has been the first time in my life to experience chronic pain to that degree and I will admit right readily that it did interfere with my sunny disposition, motivation for physical activity, and general outlook and attitude.

I haven't written about it, not because I don't love sympathy, empathy, and righteous pity. I guess it's at least partly because I figure I burned through any reasonable allotments for whining and complaining at least thirty years ago. Even though I only own one pair of stitched Western boots and they still look mighty new after a dozen years, I figured I should at least try to cowboy up for once in my life. Some days I went ahead and did a decent day's work no matter how bad it hurt. Some days I just sat my sorry self in the recliner and watched hour after hour of murder mysteries, Untold Stories of the ER, and binged on Better Call Saul.

One thing that kept me from just living in the hot tub was the emphatic voices imprinted in my mind, "If we ever quit doing just because it hurts, we'll soon not be able to do at all." The source of those voices was my aging parents, both of whom endured degenerative arthritis for at least the last three decades of their lives. Dad would occasionally limp a step or two and twist in just a certain way to get his hip "reset." 

Mom would sometimes nearly pass out from the stabbing pain in her hip and grab for the nearest counter edge or chair back to keep from falling down. She finally got a hip replacement when she was in her upper eighties and doubled down on the rehab exercises. Her doctor was amazed at the pace and degree with which Mom recovered. Absent the chronic pain, she also got a bit of a personality transplant. Constant severe pain tends to make most anyone a bit irritable. At times it made her downright mean. If she'd had the hip replacement done fifteen years earlier, my kids would have had very different memories of her. 

I'm trying to emulate both parents' examples of perseverance and avoid the downgrade on perceived pleasantness to loved ones. I think I managed to mostly limit my alteration to morose with an occasional touch of grumpy and at least two lumps of self-pity with each cup of morning coffee. 

I'm sure hoping and praying this latest intervention is as dramatic as it seems the morning after and lasts for a while. At least long enough for Medicare to approve the next iteration of it. 

Admittedly, my senior self-concept has taken a bit of a hit. I'd assumed for the last twenty years or so that I'd be like my dad and still be doing construction work and cutting my own firewood when I'm ninety. Now, I'm hoping to still be able to walk when I'm seventy. Dad did finally admit, "Getting old is not too bad; getting old and feeble is a different story." Thing is, when he made that concession, he was twenty-five years older than I am now! 

Accepting our mortality has several stages, I reckon. Living with its increasing degrees of manifestation is going to take greater grace and more persistent prayer than what I've been managing. All assistance in that regard will be genuinely appreciated. 



H. Arnett
5/27/2022
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A Reasonable Imitation

I recently helped a friend tear out and replace a ten-by-sixteen-foot section of concrete porch on his hundred-plus-year-old house. The very first thing we had to do was jack up three of the six round wooden columns that support the porch roof and set temporary braces to bear the weight while we did the tear out and then finish the new pour.

Each post rested on a two-inch thick by thirteen-inch square base connected to the column by a turned three-and-a-quarter-inch thick transition piece. These lathe-turned transitions consisted of three individual pieces sandwiched together before the turning. Each finished unit had a rounded-over edge on the top and bottom, connected with a Roman ogee design.

As we began lifting each post, we realized that two of the base and transition pieces were so badly rotted and/or termite damaged that they would have to be replaced. I took the one salvageable unit home to my workshop to use as a pattern. Not having a lathe, I had to improvise a more contrived method of duplication.

Making the square bases was fairly simple; I just had to glue up pieces of two-by-eights and then cut to final size. The round parts were more challenging. After planing each of the three sandwich segments to the desired thickness, I glued and clamped them. Next, I traced out a circle on each piece and cut them on the bandsaw. Then, I sanded the edges using a combination belt/disc sander. After that, I routered the rounded edges on the top and bottom pieces and the ogee profile (as close as I could) on the middle piece.

Once that was done, I glued and clamped the three pieces together. After curing, I glued those onto the square bases and reinforced the assembly with long screws from top and bottom. A generous bead of caulk, shaped by hand, helped form a smooth transition between pieces and create a better illusion of lathe work.

The finished pieces were not exact duplicates of the original pattern but will probably pass casual inspection. My friend B.J. was clearly pleased with my efforts: “Man, I can’t believe you were able to make those!”

In my efforts to pattern my life after the Christ, it’s a given that I’m never going to live up to his example. But I hope to get close enough from time to time that people can at least guess what pattern I’m trying to copy.

H. Arnett

5/16/2022

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In Between Storms

While taking a short break from a woodworking project out in the detached garage this afternoon, I happened to look up at the roof of our two-and-a-half story, hundred-year-old house. I did not like what I saw!

Just to the right of the southwest valley and a few feet below the lower ridge, a six-foot by ten-foot section of shingles had been ripped away by our recent fifty mile-an-hour winds. In one small spot, the black tar paper had been ripped away, too, exposing the plywood decking. I could see the dislodged shingles—most of them in mats of several shingles—caught in the valley just above the flat roof over the back porch.

Being the sharp fellow that I am and not wanting to interrupt my wood project with an asphalt shingle project, I checked the weather forecast. “40% chance of thunderstorms tonight.” Sometimes it takes a whole speech to get me motivated to get up on top of a house. In this case, a single phrase was sufficient. I’d rather spend an hour or two doing an unplanned roof repair than spend a week or two doing an unplanned ceiling replacement.

I didn’t finish fabricating the porch column bases but I did get the roof repaired. I was able to re-use nearly all of the dislodged shingles. Only needed a couple of more to replace the broken ones and I happened to have two in the garage. A few hours later, when the sound of thunder and the pounding of rain on the roof roused me from my nightly slumber, I was glad I’d remembered Clint Eastwood: “A man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do.”

Life has a way of reshuffling our agendas without prior notice and a key part of adulting is being able to switch over from what we want to do in order to take care of what we need to do. Usually, we’ll have a chance to get back to the want to.

After the storm has passed.

H. Arnett

5/13/22

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Fresh Concrete Ain’t No Place for a Barefoot Contessa!

I was seven years old the first time I saw concrete poured and worked. Sixty-one years later, I am still fascinated by the stuff. What is effectively a liquid can be readily formed and shaped while fresh yet hardens into one of the most durable materials known.

Structures designed by Roman engineers and formed by their tradesmen over two thousand years ago still endure to this day. In fact, according to Berkeley Lab, “… the best Roman concrete was superior to most modern concrete in durability…” and its production generated less adverse environmental effects. (https://newscenter.lbl.gov/2013/06/04/roman-concrete/#:~:text=The%20Romans%20made%20concrete%20by,triggered%20a%20hot%20chemical%20reaction.)

It may surprise some readers to learn that I have no clear memory of the Coliseum being built. Our new house in Todd County is another matter. When workers poured the basement floor in 1961, I watched as they screeded to level the pour. I was fascinated by how the floating process turned the rocky surface into a smooth texture. It still seems magic to me the way a good finisher can bring a polished sheen to the final finish.

While a teenager, I helped with a couple of small sidewalk pours repairs in Browns Grove, Kentucky. In my early twenties, I helped Dad pour a garage floor at my parents’ place about thirty miles away in Hickory. Not having any rubber boots and not wanting to ruin my shoes, I opted to work barefoot. Dad was skeptical as to whether or not that was a good idea; he had rubber boots.

After a few hours of wading around in fresh concrete, I rinsed my legs and feet off with a garden hose. Then Dad and I went bass fishing at Kelvie Nicholson’s pond. As was my usual fashion, I waded around the perimeter, working A Texas-rigged plastic worm along the cover at the edges of the pond and catching several largemouth bass.

The next morning, I woke up with painful red sores splotching both feet. And, in spite of having taken a shower as soon as I got home the night before, my toenails were still the color of the mud in Mister Kelvie’s pond!

I read later that fresh concrete can be extremely alkaline (pH levels of 12 or higher; anything above 7 is the opposite of acidic). At that level, it becomes caustic. Even though it doesn’t burn immediately like acid would, it definitely causes damage.

I also discovered that it causes toenails to become soft, porous, and absorbent! The alkaline burns healed within a couple of weeks, but my custom-colored pedicure was another matter. I watched for nearly a year as those orange-ish crescents grew their way out, finally clipping away the last visible vestige of that whole experience. I haven’t worked concrete while barefooted since then.

I was reminded of that long-ago episode just two days ago. When I was letting my friend B.J. help me pour his new porch floor section on Monday, he told me he didn’t have any rubber boots. “I guess I could work barefoot,” he suggested.

I’m still trying to figure out why I didn’t just go ahead and tell him, “Yeah, that should work. It’ll be easy to wash off later.” Maybe I have learned a little empathy after all. That Golden Rule thing is a doozie, isn’t it?

H. Arnett

5/11/2022

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Above the Void

A long time ago, at a house not far away, someone poured a concrete slab over a wooden porch floor. Reinforced with woven wire and a few pieces of metal pipe, it was tied into the foundation of the house with reinforcing pipe. A concrete foundation supported its outside edge. A few pieces of pipe tied the south section of the porch slab into the center section of concrete, which was itself poured to repair an earlier version.

Underneath the southern slab, three wooden joists nearly sixteen feet long supported the ten-foot span between the other section of concrete and the perimeter foundation. At least two natural functions over time conspired together against the slab. One was an alternating cycle of drought and heavy rains.

An extended period of severe drought can turn soil and subsoil into dust or powder. If the drought continues long enough, that change can happen several feet below the surface. Absent sufficient moisture to bind the particles together, even clay loses much of its load-bearing capacity. Imagine a concrete footer resting on three feet of uncompressed talcum powder. This causes foundations to sink and settle. And break. Then, a period of sustained heavy rain can cause erosion and further settling of the soil, creating voids beneath the foundation. More settling and more breaks.

In this particular case, the southeast corner of the porch foundation sank three inches. Thanks to the reinforcing metal and the integrity of the concrete, the porch slab no longer rested on the foundation but suspended an inch or two above it like a cantilevered beam. Randa’s grandmother would have said, “There’s a crack under that porch big enough to throw a cat through!”

During the same decades of subterranean soil malfeasance, other mischief was afoot above ground. Shielded from light and sustained by trapped moisture beneath the slab, termites feasted at length—and breadth—upon the untreated timbers below the floor slab. Eventually there was nothing left of the joists but a few handfuls of spongy strands of cellulose. Near the north foundation wall, a piece of oak two inches thick, fifteen inches wide and less than two feet long was the only thing remaining that gave any indication of the support that had once been beneath the porch.

At some point, the entire weight of the north edge of the slab transferred to the pieces of small pipe embedded in the concrete. Those few pieces were no match for the four or five thousand pounds of weight along that edge of the concrete. Some of the pipe broke through the bottom of the adjoining concrete slab and the other pipes bent and sagged. The entire section dropped from two to three inches along that northern joint and completely broke free from the walls of the house forming the slab’s northeast corner.

It is dramatic testimony to the power of re-mesh and rebar, and properly mixed and cured concrete, that the slab held in place for years, suspended fifteen-to-eighteen inches above the ground. Supported only on the western and southern perimeters, it cracked but never buckled.

From all appearances, it looked like a solid slab with only superficial cracks. Only after a friend and I jackhammered away enough chunks along the west end to give us a view underneath could we tell the true status. It was quite sobering to realize that the slab we were standing on while operating a fifty-pound jackhammer was supported by… well… nothing. As we worked our way from the west end to the east end, chiseling off heavy chunks of concrete, we kept pulling out pieces of rotted wood from underneath the floor.

Life and the Lord have a way of testing us to the core. Whatever is subject to corruption will one day have its veneer stripped away and be exposed for its true nature. Both character and culture must be built upon something more solid than appearance and pretense. Otherwise, they become illusion and self-contradiction.

No matter how stern the stuff of the exterior or how shiny the finish, it must rest upon a foundation more solid than itself. Or else it will collapse.

H. Arnett

5/9/2022

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Ups and Downs

Saturday was cool but beautiful with the wind speed at less than half the rate of the day before. Randa and I picked up the winter’s scattering of branches and spruce cones, stacked them in a pile and set the pile on fire. Even toasted marshmallows over the bed of coals.

Easter Sunday was a day of dismal weather: gray and chilly. The day started with drizzle and shifted to snow in late morning, concluding with a light freeze overnight. Today finds us with chilly breeze and scattered breaks of sunlight. Such is the nature of nature in this section of the world. Ups and downs in weather, news, and other views of things.

It’s not unusual in life that some downturn accompanies each lifting:  the clear sky sunrise with sub-freezing temperatures, unseasonable warmth with romping storm. There is little gain of this earth that does not bring with it some disadvantage, some attached care or concern, some moment of pain.

On the flip side, it’s a rare day of gloom that does not have with it some glimmer of light. There is beauty even in the storm and the hovering mist on a winter’s day tells us there are places in our life that are warmer than the cutting chill. We have both and choose our own focus. Except for witnessing darkness, we could not define light.

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Payback

Payback

Years ago, when our drive home from eating out required fifteen miles of narrow, winding road, a car pulled up close behind us, lights on bright. It stayed close and the lights stayed on bright. There was a time when I would have slowed down to thirty-five or so, maybe slower. This technique usually irritates the other driver, which allegedly pays them back for their inconsideration. If you also add the technique of slowing down further on the curves and hills and speeding up quickly in the passing areas, you can move from “irritating” to “infuriating” and produce a myriad of road rage possibilities. So, I didn’t use that technique.

Instead, I pulled over onto the shoulder and let the other vehicle go by, then swung right back onto the road and proceeded, without incident, on my way home. The whole thing slowed us down by no more than ten seconds.

We have all sorts of opportunities for those “small” moments of vengeance when we can re-pay with evil the evil done to us. “Evil” may sound like exaggeration and over-statement, but it’s not really. Whenever we pay back inconsideration for inconsideration, rudeness for rudeness, it is vengeance and it is evil.

Sure, they “deserve it,” but so what? A life of grace is not about getting or giving what is deserved. I could have slowed down and inconvenienced the other driver but in the process I would have extended the duration of my own irritation, too. And… increased the likelihood of more serious retaliation. That’s how it always is with vengeance, even in its smallest and most mundane forms. Isn’t it better to contribute more kindness to the universe rather than adding to the darkness?

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Sticking With It

Years ago, another school principal and I were discussing the prides and perils of school administration.  Talk turned, as administrator talk inevitably turns, to the subject of teachers.  “You know,” she mused, “I think a big part of success in teaching is endurance.  Just sticking with it.”

In teaching, yes.  In work.  In marriage.  In raising crops, sunken ships and children.  It’s not totally unlike running a marathon or other distance race.  It’s the capacity to endure the stresses, the tensions, the relentlessness of the problems encountered.  In pursuing an education, in building a business, in forging a career, in growing a church.  In living a Christian life.  The capacity to stay with a thing after the novelty and pleasure of it has dissipated.   In this job, the novelty and pleasure phase may not last any longer than a snow cone at a Texas barbecue.   Making endurance a very important quality in prospective employees.

That afternoon, my staff and I interviewed an applicant for a teachers’ aide position.  In the course of our questioning regarding experience in working with kids, she revealed that she had been a single mother of three boys for a number of years.  I asked her, “In the course of that time, those years, what is it that you are most proud of?”

Without an eyelash flicker of hesitation, our candidate responded, “I didn’t give up.”

We knew right then that we had our new teachers’ aide.

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Last Monday Morning in March

A slow-motion tinge of green
spreads across the fields,
fringes the edges of the yard,
and begins to fill the ditches.

Swelling bursts of buds erupt in red clusters 
toward the ends of gray-splotched branches
on the three maples that have chanced to grow
in paddock and pasture.

A scattering of thin-bladed sprouts
stick out through the hoof-pocked muck
of the dry lot where last week's rain
changed the sloping terrain from calm to caution.

Several short sweeps of slick mud
show where hard hooves slid
in search of traction as the geldings
made their way toward the tarp-covered hay.

Beyond the heavy trunks of ancient elm
and the interlacing undergrowth 
of mulberry, oak, and hackberry, 
jangled along the eastern edge of the yard,

The first hard glare of a fireball sun
breaks out from behind a blue-slate cloud,
piercing the last remnants of last night's
shroud of darkness

In yet one more joining of prayer and prophecy,
transforming dawn into morning
amidst the mingling shafts of light and streaks of shadow
of this new day that the Lord has made.


H. Arnett
3/28/2022
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